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I’m so afraid

I’ve never known

This love before

This love is different

Like something I can’t explain

Like something I never knew

Before

I should be ecstatic

I’ve found everything

That I’ve always searched for

I’ve found it in you

So why can’t I accept this

Why can’t I just let it be?

This is why I hate me

Being me is like being lost

Being me is like being trapped

Being me is like not being

Not being able to love

So I choose to hate

You should run away

Go, save yourself

You deserve better than me

In me, you’d be lost

With me, you’d be dead

You should be afraid

Of me