Like so many mornings before, I arose to meet the rising sun as it illumined the dawn of that new day. The fresh air of the quaint sea breeze kissed my cheeks softly as if I were an old friend; and the lightly tapping sound of my feet against, the grainy, white sand, relayed in my head. It was as though my ears were laid plainly over my chest to hear my steadily racing heartbeat. And, just as many other days before that, I ran gracefully alongside the tireless rays of light as they glazed the ocean-side horizon. But, this day was not like any other morning before. This day, the sun had refused to take me into his arms. I longed to feel the caress of his lips against my whole, or even, the graces of his fingertips, striding down my body. But today, he did not even look at me, did not even attempt to touch.
“Why haven’t you made advancements toward me on this new day?” I then asked my love. “Can’t you see that I need you today, just like always? Even the wind blesses me on this morning, and now, the waves kiss my feet, but you, my love, although gleaming brightly as ever on this morning, you continue to pay me no attention. Do you not love me still?”
Feeling hopelessly forsaken by my truest love, now, alone and lonely, I fell shamelessly to the gravel beneath me. Broken hearted, I sobbed tirelessly, wailing, for fear of a great loss. Heavily weighed down with pain, I met the ground with my weakened limbs... for I could not find the strength to stand nor kneel.
“Without you I can’t go on.” I cried out. “I need you now to take me. Give me the pleasure that is in you. Fill me with thine light.” With everything that was within me, all the strength that I could gather, I threw myself along the seashore, submissively. Never was I reluctant to give in. Never did I hesitate. Again, I cried out. “ I was made to be used by you, my Lord. Take me! All I want is to feel everything that you are. Make love to me. My body is your temple. A home for your light!”
Perhaps it was a cloud that my love then burned out of the sky, or rather, perhaps he rose even higher than that cloud. But, just then, I felt the great sensation of his warmth filled rays as they outstretched to caress me.... to comfort my tears. Words he needed not to utter, because when I felt his passionate warmth radiate throughout my entire being, I knew then that he could never forsake me.
I had simply been foolish to consider that he could have forgotten our true love. Strongly, his intense heat overshadowed me. On my back, I could feel his masculinity as he molted the sand so that it penetrated my core. I generated with passion. And on my front, I could feel the trickling fingers of Ra, as he gyrated back and forth across my body. My insides began to churn with excitement, and from within, my supple skin moistened. Readily overheating, my Lord commanded the wind to minister to my needs... to grant me comfort.
And just like a great lover, the cool air intensified the blissful, sensual deity that is I. Every sensation was absolute. Now burning more so than before; moaning, twitching, grasping, clasping on to anything that I would hope to reassemble my composure. My great lover gives me more, and more, and so much more.... until my whole self is about to explode in ecstasy. The rippling waves now come in, one after the other, and, my supple skin they touch, as calmly as the romantic winds blow.
Suddenly, he commands a great wave to come forth unto me. The tranquil submersion of this passionate counteract sends every receptor cell within me, and around me into a state of total ecstasy. Heart still pounding, eyes closed, I envision passionate moments with him in me, and I in him. Peace engulfs me now. Everything within me is filled with his light. Now, I open my eyes to see the pale blue heavens above staring back at me.
Just then, abrupt thoughts disrupt my peace. “Where did my lover go?” I frantically worry that he has left me again. But, just then, I hear the faint murmur of his great roar as it echoes from afar. He assures me that I shan't worry, and his words I shall never forget. “Go in peace.” He says. “I may not greet you with kisses upon your lips always, but, I shall always be there with you, because through my light, I live within you. For this reason, no distance of time nor space shall ever disrupt this union of love.”
