Thursday, May 27, 2010


97
He loves me
Me, He loves
Knowing this
Is the sweetest kiss
Of passion fruit
Like summers youth
And sacred truth
He Loves Me!


98
I’m ready to face the world
All the torments and tragedy
Everything that awaits me
I have prepared for my entire life
And now, I’m ready for anything

I’m stepping out, head first
I’m armed, prepared for danger
I’m trained, destined for the fight
I’m going forth, forward, onward
I’m never looking back

I’m not afraid of anything
Nothing can stop me now
They who stand in my way
They who shall be trampled over
They who will regret defying me

I’m ready to take them on
One by one, step by step
Day by day, fool by fool
I’m ready to conquer them
All of them, I’m ready to conquer

The world is mine, today
And I’m ready
Like never before
And never again
The time is now
The day is now
And I’m ready
Now


94
Today, I claim what is mine
I retrieve what is coming to me
My hands are opened, wide
Readily available to receive
Me eyes are opened, wide
Alert to everything that moves
My ears are opened, wide
To hear even the whispers of the night
My heart is opened, wide
For there is no greater gift than love
But, today these things are mine
To my hands, my eyes, my ears, my heart
My soul shall provide an abundance
Of gifts, and blessings, and offerings
That I might receive of the Gods
That I might give of the God
Today, I claim what is mine

95
Who dares to stand in my way?
I tell you, now
Move
Lest I walk over you
Run
Else I’ll stomp you down
For there is nothing
No one
That shall ever
Stand in the way
Of my mission
My path
My truth

96
I’m tired of telling then
That I always get my way
I always claim the prize
That my eyes set upon to say
I will, I shall, I will
But they’ll know
They’ll see
Today

90
I wish this were all a fancy story
That I could write to end my way

I wish I imagined it all
Then, I could dream up better days

I wish this were all a myth
So I could tell it how I’d say

I wish I could wish these true
But I could only hope and pray


91
Better days are coming soon
Sun kissed moons
Star struck rivers
Eternal rainbows
Midday spris
Colorful butterflies
Winter white tulips
Vanilla sweet burning wax
Light summer breezes
Live jazz sax’s
Promenades on sailing ships
Romance at sunset
Nuance at sunrise
Glistening salty trails
Rippling ridges of water
Laughing, loving, living
In better days that are coming, soon


92
What’s the point in being happy without him?
I would only be pretending that everything was good
When indeed, nothing can truly be good anymore
In him is everything that is beautiful about life
Of him is everything that makes my happiness true
With him, I am free to be me, as I am
Without him, I am prisoner to this world, as I am not
How could I pretend to be everything that I am not?
I am nothing, he is everything, and I am lost, without him


93
Once ago, I wrote to him
And he heard my voice
He knew my cries
And the power of my eyes
He knew that no ones else
Could bear to understand
He knew my truth
He knew everything
When I wrote to him

Now, I write to me
Because without him
No one else deserves to hear
No one else would understand
No one else could care

He was my hero
He saved me from death
Of loneliness and desperation and fear
But once again
Here I am

88
He leaves me no choice
He gives me no choice
He takes away my right
To make my own choice
He chooses for me
He made his own choice
And thus I cannot over-rule
In this matter

He makes it as if it’s only his life
He forgets that it’s my life too
He declares theses things
And puts his left foot down
Well, what about me
Why couldn’t I put my right foot down?
He forgets that I’m standing here
He forsakes my own good will

He leaves me nothing to cling to
So firm in his word
He pulls away, with everything
He walks away
And dares not to look back
He runs away
With eyes filled with tears
He turns away
As if it doesn’t even matter that
He’s breaking his own heart

89
He never did say goodbye
So then I’m sure
He’ll be back
Soon and very soon
He’s coming back to me
Because he never even said goodbye

He must just need time
Then I might just be patient
So, I’ll wait for him until he returns
Because I know that he will
He shall return someday
So, he’ll never day
Goodbye

85
How should I be afraid of you?
You are everything that I love for
You are all that I love for
I won’t run
And
I won’t hide
I will stand still
I shall wait in love for you
Forever
And
I know
That someday
You will be ready
Then
You will return to me
And
I will still be here
Standing